Been awhile

hell work gives me the adrenaline i need to pass a day. and each day is fulfilled with bigger clientelle base and empowerment. i love sloughing for big money. am very motivated by that. even worse when my purpose in life was questioned by mum and others who cared even more of this hectic life. well even if i seem not or be bothered to write an entry here, does it matter to how ppl judge me? no. i dun just work my ass off to meet those 'needs'- car, hse, bills, invested property, insurances etc.. its all nested and in the making for my future and of which i do care to share them with mum, bro, my flesh and blood. but for some reasons, validly she calls them, i was made to ponder or do some soul searching.. thanks eq.

lately knowing m getting much younger ea day,work tires me ezily. and during those exhaustion times, i be sitting bythe office pantry and have good laughs with the guys abt our commitments-theirs to wives, gfs, families. my episodes of love arent that great as compared to the guys. its frequently the doubt in her that stops a great start of one. i do not noe how much longer do i have to give that space she wanted.. better off when ppl do not understds my bewilderment towards her. why my heart calms at the sight of her, why istill care despite the vicious words we have at one another..till i do not when, an opportunity arises for me.

guys,i will be station for work in NY for the next 3 years. contract benefits are way too attractive to reject. this is what i've been looking forward to. a bond and promotion to creative director. means a higher stake in the company and 1 of the board. and for more i know, my heartfelt gratitude to this firm in acknowledging my exstence for more than 8yrs... how time flies..

excuse me for now, i be in conference soon..secretary has called for me. till next enrty..